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Well we've been getting settled back into town after our second cross country move in a year. While moving, I scheduled my OB appointment because I knew they were going to schedule me a month out anyway. Well we've redone the basics already - prolactin and TSH. Normal - no surprise there, yay for bloodwork :(



Now he wants to have me do another dye test. The first one was done while I was in surgery so I don't know how it felt or anything. This one I'd have to do while awake. Now I'd be… Continue

I know we are all hoping to have more than one child, but here is a reassuring article for those if us who are losing hope. Continue

I'm at home visiting with my family and had a particularly rough night. This time it wasn't because people were asking about a second or anything, it was just that my daughter was acting like an only child and selfishly, it made me so mad. Mad at her, mad at myself for being mad at her, embarrased and humiliated. My mood was a sour one and I feel like I made a bit of an ass of myself. One of my main worries is that she learn to fit in. We were at a large family gathering with cousins, aunts…

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I thought this was it, I really thought this was the month, In the last three years I have never been more convinced. I even told Shane I KNEW it. Well apparently I know nothing. I really can't do this anymore. I think I'm done. Of course I want another but it just hurts too much. I am done charting, taking temps, progesterone, supplements, checking, timing, counting. I can't do it. I don't even want to look at a calendar but that is the tricky part. I have to look at a calendar eventually.… Continue